Fake it ’til you feel it?
In my previous post, I noted that “my” spring, what I call PolySpring, takes place on April 24th. You know, dun dun dun…today!
It’s the day by which I feel all the snow is guaranteed to be gone from my front-yard, and I’m ready for real spring. Normally, I would have already used the BBQ quite a few times…so far this year? Thrice. Pretty basic stuff so far.
But I wouldn’t say I’m feeling like Spring. My body hates me right now, really feeling bloated and slow and tired.
We are also doing a home reno right now, three bathrooms (which started as two bathrooms and grew), so things are a bit chaotic. Electricians are coming today so a bit of cleanup to get things ready for them.
And I have about 8 active files at work, with three taking nose dives on Friday. They just didn’t go as planned, after I was feeling things were working pretty well with my team. There’s a national strike but it doesn’t really affect my team.
I have some stuff to do in the basement that I thought I would get done this weekend, and I don’t feel like I accomplished hardly ANYTHING. I moved a desk. Woohoo! Sigh.
So I am sooo not feeling great about anything right now. I’m not even feeling like faking it, you know? I have to, for work, for the team, but it’ll be a struggle this week. Maybe I can fake trying to fake it?
It’s a long way to summer vacation.
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