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My year in review part 2 – Looking at my career in 2022

The PolyBlog
December 31 2022

Previously, I looked at my progress for the year and said it sucked canal water. Lots of things in there where my home life squeezed out other activities. What wasn’t really on my list at the start of the year was much about my career. I mentioned in the previous post that it’s hard to nuance it for context and perspective.

At the start of the year, life was normal-ish. I had accepted a new job starting in mid-January that was slated to run for six months. It would be an opportunity to fully assess if I wanted to be a Director while doing a job I had done most of before and while working on other files that I was ideally suited to lead. In short, it was almost the perfect foundation for a successful stint. While I didn’t and don’t have a burning desire to be an Executive, I did want THIS job. So I fully intended to do everything in my power to make it a success and to qualify in a pool somewhere so that they would have options to potentially appoint me when the opportunity was officially over. That was my plan.

Three weeks in, we got the news that Andrea would start chemo. And I realized that not only would I not have the time to really devote to qualify in a pool, but I also wouldn’t have the mental energy to complete applications, write exams, prepare for interviews, etc. My priorities shifted with no regret at all. I’ve tried explaining this before, and people see it as, “it’s unfortunate this health thing happened while you were doing that acting”.

Except, that isn’t how I see it. It’s not the right nuance. I feel more like the health events were fixed; this is when they happened. If anything, it’s mildly unfortunate that my acting assignment came up when it did. The acting preceded my wife’s chemo, but the only timing part is that the work opportunity came up when I needed to be committed to my family instead. There was no “choice” here.

If the events had happened in reverse order, I wouldn’t even have thought about applying. I would have known that I couldn’t do it full justice while supporting her, and I would have stayed in my previous job. No question, hands-down that would have been the choice. And I would have had no regret about passing on the opportunity.

My only real “regret”, if it can even be called that since I don’t believe in them, is that it would have been good to know up front that her chemo was going to be scheduled, so I could pass on the assignment and give someone else a chance to do it.

Don’t get me wrong. I did my job, and I did it well. But I did it with about 80% of my brain. I had three huge advantages. First, the team was relatively stable and knew their files. Second, I was working from home, and it was easier to adjust schedules to play chauffeur for appointments, run errands, etc.; if I was trying to do all that while going to the office five days a week? I would have had to end the acting early, there’s no way I could have handled it. And third, I had a huge advantage going in that I knew most of the files inside and out, so my learning curve was low.

Anyway.

It was a good assignment; I’m glad I had the experience; I only wish it was next year or two years ago, not this past year. It pulled me away more than I would have liked. I don’t care about not having flipped it into an EX position. I could still do all that if it was what I wanted. But I knew where I needed to be instead, and there were no regrets about that choice; it wasn’t a choice.

When the acting position ended, I had a choice of going back to my old directorate or looking for a new job. The easy solution would have been to go back, but I had been there for several years, so I looked around. Andrea had finished chemo, and life was easing off a bit on the home front. Or so I thought. I had a few job offers, but one stood out. I knew the types of files and how they worked, although not the specifics, and I believed it was a good job. The immediate boss was one that I knew informally from around the branch for a few years, I got along with her well enough for the limited direct interactions I have had with her, and she had a good rep. And her DG had an equally solid rep, although I didn’t know her as well personally. I didn’t know the team at all. So good files + good boss = worth a look, obviously. And my director and I clicked in the first two meetings.

Once I’m over the first hump of even considering a job, I frequently look for three things when I’m interviewing my boss. Yep, it’s an interview on my side too. I don’t have to work anywhere specific. It’s all about the best fit for me. First and foremost, I like transparency in how my boss approaches files. It makes life easier if I know WHY my boss is leaning one way or another, and transparency in management issues is pretty key. She was very open about the current situation, what she’d experienced over the last few years, and what she was looking for in the future. Second, I like openness in approaches. Some people mistake that for simple transparency, but it isn’t. They often go hand in hand, sure, but many people are transparent about files as long as you do it their way. The discussions showed we weren’t locked into a set approach. There were some pieces fixed, but there was also room to manoeuvre within that box. Third, and this is equally critical for me, I can’t work for an intentional squirrel. We can all get squirrelly from time to time, it goes with our jobs. And if there’s pressure on, ANY job can make someone squirrelly as a boss. But what I don’t want is someone who intentionally embraces their squirreldom. I want calm in the face of the storm, not a tempest brewing during calm seas. She’s not a squirrel, so all good.

I had one meeting with her for about 15 minutes and a second meeting for about 25 minutes the next day. And we realized we were both sold. I didn’t even pursue the other jobs in comparison. A solid job, a solid atmosphere, a solid boss. Sounds perfect, right?

I missed something

I did all the usual things I would do in planning a move, and like all job changes, I took my leap of faith only after mitigating whatever I could and deciding which were “dealbreakers” and which were mere “details”.

But as I did all that planning, I made a huge assumption that served me well for 30 years of my career without checking to see if my assumption still held. I assumed I was at full capacity. Or that even if I wasn’t, I would be able to function near full capacity without too much trouble.

That grandiose view of my own abilities is located somewhere between arrogance, hubris and simple self-confidence. I’ve been able to do just about everything that I’ve ever been assigned and to do it well unless there were specific reasons why it was doubtful anyone could make it work. And sometimes, even then, I succeeded. I have a lot of experience in different types of jobs, I can draw upon lots of different processes and work procedures to get things moving, and even though I was coming into a new job, I had a director who was in her job for at least a year, so I would have guidance.

But I miscalculated my ability to hit the ground running. Yes, I was feeling better after my wife had finished her chemo, and I had completed the previous big project in my old job with some flourish and success. Things were returning to “normal” and I was looking forward to the change in job. Yet I wasn’t at full capacity. As I mentioned above, I ran the previous shop at 80% of my brain power, and that was enough with a good team and lots of corporate knowledge to guide me in my actions.

For the new job? I thought I would go back up to 100% right away as Andrea’s treatments ended, but I didn’t, and 80% was NOT a good starting point. First and foremost, it’s a totally different type of job. I’ve done policy, planning, and operations before, but I’ve mostly done planning and horizontal jobs over the last few years. Most of my operational jobs are in the distant past. In some cases, 20+ years. But it’s not a pure Ops job. Or so I thought. To put it bluntly, I completely underestimated how much “ops” there was and, thus, how big a change it would be for me from my last job. I am normally able to adjust to new rhythms in about 4 weeks, or perhaps 6w at the outside. The new job took me closer to 12, and I’m not totally sure I’ve got the right handle on it.

My new team has fluctuated in size, hovering around the 8-person mark. It went as high as 11, down to 7 at the moment, but hovering around that 7-9 range. I’m used to that size of a team, but of the 7 currently, 4 of them are new to the team since I joined, and 2 more are only veterans by a month or two over me. I’m the third longest-serving member of the team. Which means very little corporate memory exists on a bunch of things. I tried using previous team members to cross-fertilize their knowledge as we onboarded the new people, but it didn’t take as well as I had hoped.

As a result, I came to a conclusion on Dec 1st or so that I needed to put in place a brand new training regime for the whole team to get us up to the same speed and on the same page, so to speak. Instead of the team working at capacity by January 1st, a bunch of the training will happen in January and February. I hope to be at full working capacity by April. But my training all of them is a bit crazy when you think about it. I’ve been in the job 3 months, and now I’m developing a whole new training regime to get them all doing their job the way that I want, and based on having figured their job out myself on the side of my own desk while I was doing my new job. In addition, of the new team, 3 are relatively new to the government. They’re all excellent, but some are a bit greener than others, and all are green to the area. I have a positive outlook on where we’ll be in another three months, but it will take a fair amount of work to get there.

The end result is I’m logging some overtime to compensate for my being new to the files, and everything takes a bit longer than I think it should, the first time through, anyway.

It’s better than it was. I put in some control structures I needed, rearranged a few agendas to work better for me, got some people working on things I could take off my own plate, etc. Yet I haven’t felt like I was really on top of my files for the last 13 weeks or so. I’m also trying to integrate back into the office 2 days a week, which has been an extra adjustment. I’m close to where I want to be, and I’m closer than I was, but it’s taken way longer than I expected.

Cuz I overestimated “me” in the equation. I have high standards for myself, sure, but I have seen myself dropping from 80% in September to probably 65-70% heading into the Christmas break. I haven’t been able to regenerate or regroup.

The fall has not been as easy as I had hoped on the home front. We have had a lot of appointments for Andrea and Jacob, which affected my schedule during the day. I time-shifted to accommodate them, but it can sometimes be a struggle if I have to go go go all day and then add an extra hour or two at night just to catch up because I’m slow or to time-shift breaks from earlier in the day. There have been a few nights where I’ve logged on after 10 or 11 and worked until 2 or 3 in the morning. On the positive side, there aren’t any interruptions then, but it’s not sustainable.

Yet, if I’m honest, work is going “fine”. My bosses are happy, and I’ve started to feel more comfortable with my role and decisions. I’m starting to take on more things that should be with me and off my boss’ shoulders. I’m fulfilling more of the complete manager’s role than I have been. A couple of files have gone off the rails, but as my executive coach says, cut myself some slack. If my bosses think I’m doing fine, and the only one questioning my performance is me, then perhaps I should sit down, take a break, and STFU.

The last two weeks have been hard, too, even though it’s the Christmas break. I have a file that we’re trying to get back on track, and we have a way forward, but it’s a bit “crunched” for time. We’ll get it done, not quite as well as I had hoped at the beginning, but good enough. But at home, I’ve been super stressed about Andrea. Yet nothing about cancer. This was something new and unexpected.

Most of our close friends know that Andrea has limitations in her eyesight. I don’t talk about it much as it is not my story to tell. If she chooses to share it, that is up to her. The challenge right now is that she has something going on that is causing the deterioration of her sight. It is likely temporary, a normal part of life, just something that can happen to all of us, but she is at higher risk, and it is happening earlier for her than most people. But if it’s not? There is a risk of a serious decrease in her sight. With the incumbent effects on her life, and thus the knock-on effects for Jacob and me as well.

She’s already faced some of those question marks this year. We thought her cancer would likely be relatively straightforward to treat; it’s not curable but highly treatable, but it could drop into remission for 10 years, all good. Instead, the treatments were highly debilitating for at least six months, she’s off work for most of a year, there are many side effects, and the remission period may be as low as 3 years. So instead of six months out of ten years dealing with treatment, she could, in theory, be looking at one year out of four. That is a different view of the rest of our lives, affecting all forms of retirement planning and even current living situations.

Finishing the year

As I said in the heading, the year sucked canal water. We started with dashed hopes, and our whole life shifted for the year. Ultimately, we have good outcomes. On a more superficial level, we have good jobs, strong medical coverage and support. We’re better off than 90% of the planet. But the year still felt like it sucked.

Some part of me feels like I’m whining. Most of what happened this year happened to Andrea. For Jacob and me, it is just knock-on effects. Andrea and I both worry about the impact on Jacob, but we’ve been pleasantly surprised to see his increased maturity for the year, along with decreased anxiety. It seems counter-intuitive, but he’s growing and maturing in real and impressive leaps. We’re hugely proud of him.

Yet this blog is about me. And the issues I’m dealing with throughout the year. Although it was “Andrea’s cancer”, the year affected me too. As does worrying about Jacob, and everything that goes with his medical conditions. On top of my own, and the stress of work.

The other night, I was trying to fall asleep, and I couldn’t stop thinking, “What if..?”. What if Andrea loses her eyesight or experiences a significant reduction? What if the cancer remission is shorter than we hope? What if she can’t go back to work? I couldn’t stop my damn brain from racing from one terrible outcome to another, feeling it was completely unfair. It doesn’t happen often, but I do experience those thoughts from time to time. In a moment like that, it is hard to find perspective.

As we head into 2023, there are more unknowns and uncertainties than I would like to be dealing with right now and I need perspective.

I want to find a different way of looking at things. A different way to view the year. And that will be my next post. Flipping the narrative from one of despair to one of success and hope.

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My year in review part 1 – 2022 sucked canal water

The PolyBlog
December 30 2022

Each year, as January 1st approaches, I start thinking about the past year and my plans and resolutions from the previous January. I often have pretty ambitious plans, and up until a few years ago, I would say I did pretty well overall for any given year. I know I accomplished stuff, even if it wasn’t always as much as I wanted.

Yet, don’t get me wrong. I had impossibly long lists of options of things I wanted to do or at least work on, literally too many things to do in a single year unless I quit work, stopped sleeping, invented a really effective cloning technique, accessed time travel, or recruited henchmen and minions. And even then, it was probably too many things. That wasn’t accidental. The list isn’t meant to be a to do list in the normal sense, it is more of a master options list of sorts. In short, it is just a way of remaining ambitious so I don’t turn into a couch potato playing on my phone.

Last year at this time, I talked about the ghosts of previous years. I went back 31 years and looked at various docs from the 1990s, 2000s, and 2010s. (https://www.thepolyblog.ca/the-ghost-of-new-years-past/)

As I went through that review, I identified some things that were important to me, some of PolyWogg’s Rules so to speak.

– Dare to dream but live in the real world
– An unexamined life isn’t worth living.
– To thine own self be true.
– Better I be a dolphin swimming with sharks, than a shark.
– Some of the saddest words are “unrealized potential”. Who begins too much, accomplishes little; who begins too little, wastes a life.
– 20% of your effort gives you 80% of your results, the remaining 80% delivers the next 20%.
– Being busy is not the same as being happy. You may not always be able to be around but at least be nearby.
– Every encounter deserves to be treated as sacred. There’s no such thing as a casual conversation.
– Never assume someone will say “no”, don’t be afraid to vocalize your desires.

The scary part though is that as I moved into looking at 2020, 2021, and 2022, many of the main items on my big to do list and my yearly to do list remained the same. I wanted to learn to bake, help Andrea and Jacob with their stuff/issues, improve my website and get into some astronomy areas, plus something “creative”. That kind of still holds for this year.

Wrapping up 2022

I often try to think of metaphors to bind years together. I was watching some YouTube videos as well as reading a recent post from Chuck Wendig, and a sense started to gel that perhaps 2022 isn’t a year at all. Not a standalone year. If 2020 was the lost year, and 2021 was merely a watered down echo year, then 2022 was supposed to be the rebuild year. The year that everything returned to normal. But in Chuck’s post, he noted a metaphor from his wife that 2022 was the mental equivalent of defragging a hard drive. After two years of everything getting jumbled across the whole disk, saved here / there / everywhere, a mental defrag realigns all the files back into some form of contiguous blocks. Extending the metaphor too far, you could even argue that some of those blocks had missing data, incomplete files that ended up just getting truncated or deleted due to gaps.

As I started the year, I had my paradigm (my development model, generally), and my tools for planning, plus my PolyWogg’s Rules. And it let me set some big goals.

Under Learning, I wanted to get a 3D printer. And I did. Well, sort of. I bought it in May, and then it sat in my basement for six months. I got someone in one of the local groups to assemble it for me in November, and it’s ready to go, but I have another big project to finish first before I let myself get sucked into playing. I’ll give myself two stars out of five for that one.

Under Reading, a lot of what I planned was my own Reading Challenge group. But something untoward happened early in the year with my online experiences, and I divorced myself from much of the online engagement I had created. The net effect of that was to remove my access to the Reading Challenge and send me off on a search for new homes for my engagement. I found a bunch, but they were too remote for me…if I do them or not, no one notices except me. As life intervened, I dropped almost all of it. I’ll give myself one star for this one.

Under Astronomy, I had grand plans that started with simple sorting and would have ended with trying out new scopes. The sorting happened, at least in rough terms, but nothing else did. One star.

Under IT, I had plans to set up a bunch of stuff in the basement, none of which happened, although I have done a decent job of sorting some stuff. Two stars.

Under Finances, I had some health claim stuff that mostly got resolved (some pieces outstanding) and taxes to be done (mostly by Andrea). We also pulled it together enough to switch all of our investments over to a better advisor, bank a bunch of extra cash, and generally get things in much better shape. Four stars out of five, although I could be convinced it’s five out of five since we went way farther than I thought we would on the planning / organizing side.

Overall, for those five areas under my “Mind/Intellect” quadrant, it would average out to about 2/5 per item.

In the Heart/Emotion quadrant of my human development model, Family is the first item. Looking back, it seems almost laughable. My goals were simple — help Jacob and Andrea with pandemic adjustments, plan some weekly family night activities, etc. I was looking to slightly improve our personal connections, a bit more support to my family if you will. I was not expecting that almost the entire year would be adjusted to only focus on this item.

For those who read my blog posts in the last year, you’ll know that we started the year with Andrea dealing with some lingering breathing issues and some leg pain. It was not entirely clear what it was linked to, only suspicions. Until we moved into February when it became obvious that her lymphoma numbers had jumped. After five years since diagnosis with no treatment warranted yet, it was time to start treatment. So she did. Six rounds of chemo, March to July. She was off work, some parts of the chemo treatment went well, some parts didn’t. Lots of appointments. Lots of trips to the hospital, labs, pharmacies, other things. While overall things went “well”, as they say, the mental energy required sucked all energy out of anything else. Other projects? Fuhgeddaboutit.

Was I the perfect father or husband for support? Nope. I didn’t suck, I wasn’t horrible, but I wasn’t the poster child of calm and support either. I did what I could, I suppose it is difficult to ask for more. But I found it really hard to balance work and family for the year. Many weeks I just felt pulled in too many directions, even after the chemo stopped, where I had to get Jacob to / from school, Andrea had appointments even for massage or physio, and I was trying to balance a busy work schedule around it.

In the end, I’ll give myself three stars out of five overall. I coped, I supported, I survived…I didn’t “thrive”. And some of that blows back too. Andrea could see me struggling with the stress, and if someone asks me, I talk about it. She doesn’t, she tends not to vocalize what she’s feeling, more able to articulate it in writing later when the immediacy is gone. Which is a vicious cycle for stress too. She wants to know what’s on my mind, but I can’t really talk to her about my stress without adding to her stress, yet she can’t articulate what she’s feeling, so I try to just push past it and talk it about where I can with others instead. In the end, I blog to release.

For Home, I’m a bit surprised looking at the list. I actually managed to hit most of the big items linked to organizing and purging. I’m almost completely done the basement, mostly in the last six weeks, and with Andrea’s help. I had hoped to finish all this two years ago and didn’t, last year and didn’t, this year? Mostly done. I’ll give myself four stars out of five.

Overall, for the two areas under my “Heart/Emotion” quadrant, I would give myself three stars out of five (heavy weight to the family side).

For my Soul/Social quadrant, it starts with my creative side and the Website Setup. Because I had some free time late at night, AND I revamped all my social engagement out of necessity back in February, I actually went pretty far in this category. I have reoriented both websites, added a new one for my niece, and maintained the other ones too. I actually went farther than I expected to last January, so I’m giving myself five out of five.

For Writing, I wasn’t surprised when the first 9 months of the year shifted in focus away from this side of my life. I did manage to add a fair amount of content to my websites, BUT I didn’t finish the HR guide that I recommitted to in November. I just didn’t have the mental energy to get there. I’ll give myself three stars out of five overall.

For Blogging related to reviews, I finished all my Book Reviews, added another 20 or so, AND moved almost everything over to a new format on my other site plus made new backups in OneNote that I’m pretty happy about. Five out of five, bumped by my joy and delight with the progress.

For Bloggables, aka other areas, it’s a bit hard to decide. I didn’t write about what I intended to write about. But I DID write a lot about mental health for the year. I’ll call it four stars out of five.

For Photography, the only thing I did was do a basic start on GIMP editing. I’m organized, but I’m only giving myself two out of five on that one.

For Volunteering, I had greatly reduced my commitments. I finished off stuff for RASC National, and still did the audit of the RASC Ottawa books. But I gave up star parties, offering only advice to the new person. My effort was more than I initially thought looking back, so I’ll give myself four out of five stars.

Overall, then, for the Soul / Social quadrant, I averaged around four out of five, being a bit generous.

The Body / Health quadrant is often high on my priority list and low on my accomplishment list. For official Health, I wanted to focus on some basic stuff. I had started Ozempic as an injection, but it wracked my stomach too much and I couldn’t increase the dosage to something particularly useful. I dropped some weight, but not enough. Later in the year, it started to inch back up. I had planned to switch to a new doctor until I met him and saw the way he runs his practice. Hour-long waits were not uncommon, jammed in a small waiting room like sardines. Jacob and Andrea switched, and I thought about it enough to fill out some forms, but in the end, I decided to stay with my current doctor. I hate her bedside manner, but by the end of the year, that wasn’t an issue — she left to do something else (permanent or temporary, I’m not sure), and I have a new one. Sign me up and call me happy. What really took the hit, though, was mental health. I thought 2022 was going to be the year that I moved away from pandemic “survival” into something resembling rebirth, and instead everything else got washed away to focus on either work stress or home stress. Call it two stars out of five.

I felt good at the start of the year for Fitness. I had the workout machine set up, I’d figured out the plan for the year, and then life went in the crapper and I stopped just about everything. Call it zero stars out of five.

For Cooking, I didn’t have huge ambitious plans. Some basic stuff that I wanted to do to expand my horizons a bit. Instead? Not much. We have an air fryer and have done a few new recipes, plus a new toaster oven, but overall, zero stars out of five.

For Activities, I had about 20 little projects, mostly creative outlets for myself, and I did absolutely NONE of them. Some similar ones show up under other headings, and while I could compensate in those other areas, these ones had no such luck. Another zero out of five.

Overall, for the body quadrant, I averaged zero out of five.

I had some ideas throughout the year, little mental boosts here and there. A series of additional “fun” things to help perk up my day — I did none of them. I worked on some reorg stuff at the start of the year, and it took me the whole year to get back to it. I planned stuff around some “themes” for projects, and then my life focus changed. Zero progress.

One small project, similar to that of the reviews, was to recreate my “TBR” pile of all the books I want to read, not just the ones I’ve reviewed. I’ve made a fair amount of progress on it over the course of the year, and I’m quite happy with that progress. I didn’t think it would be as much work as it is, I drastically underestimated it, and it may take me several years to plug away at it to the “final” version so to speak. But it’s some progress at least.

Other elements

So I gave myself:

  • 2/5 for mind/intellect items;
  • 3/5 for heart/emotion items;
  • 4/5 for soul/social items; and,
  • 0/5 for body/health items.

Overall that would be about 2/5 on average. And you know what? I’ll take it. Cuz this year was mostly about survival. The fact that it isn’t negative or that I’m not literally dead is probably a win.

One giant piece is missing from my list, and it’s hard to write. Not because it’s emotionally difficult; rather, I feel at a loss for how to nuance or describe it probably in the right context and perspective. It’s my career. I’ll look at that next.

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Holy crap, I missed two milestones!

The PolyBlog
November 11 2022

I’ve been doing a fair amount of blogging in the last two years here and there, I’ve moved some stuff around, added some content that was pending. And somewhere in all of that, one of my “tools” stopped functioning. I had a word count plugin that wasn’t very good, and it even reached the stage where WordPress wondered if it was abandoned before it was updated recently.

So, I haven’t been keeping track of my word count overall between my two sites. I knew I was up there. I had hit 1.5M words quite some time ago, and I figured I was probably over 2M now easily. I had to be, right?

Today I did a quick dive to find a simple word count stats plugin to replace the old one, which is not as easy as it sounds. There are lots of REALLY complicated ones out there, but I don’t want all that extra bloat. I just want the basic stats.

Basic stats

For the number of posts, I have 1591 here at ThePolyBlog, although 26 are still in draft. PolyWogg has another 147 with 3 in draft, although that will likely increase as I revamp that site a bit more and add some regular blogging posts about HR or astronomy. If I add in pages, I get 21 at ThePolyBlog and 41 over at PolyWogg, for a grand total of 1691 posts, 29 drafts, and 62 pages (mostly for the HR guide like info). I still need to trim some of that, but that’s not bad. Nothing super exciting in there, although I’ll be intrigued when I hit 2000 active posts.

Another stat shows up, it’s categories — 15 at ThePolyBlog and 10 at PolyWogg, but the PolyWogg ones will reduce in the short term. Both sites have a huge number of tags used, 1239 (TPB) + 1403 (PW) gives me 2642 overall, but I’m phasing out some of that work and reducing my use of tags for a lot of the newer posts.

I have comments tracked as well, with 260 at TPB and 479 at PW for a total of 739. It’s not the best of indicators though as lots of people just email me direct, which doesn’t show up in those stats at all. Nor do comments on FB or Twitter. It’s a sign of engagement, and I wish more comments were made directly on the site, but well, that’s not what my followers do.

The big stat

For wordcount, almost the entire total is me. Andrea has two guest blogs and we’ll add another few in the next couple of weeks, but that’s only 3765 off my total at the moment.

For PolyWogg, my guess was somewhere in the 400-500K range. Nope, I’m up to 687,752 words. Almost three quarters of a million, and set to grow as I upload my new version of the HR guide. Some of those words will overwrite some existing temporary text, so hard to say how much it will grow by as I do. I should reach 700K by January though, and possibly closer to 725K.

The real surprise was ThePolyBlog. I estimated I was at 1.5/1.6M based on previous estimates and earlier counts. I changed a few things around, sure, plus I’ve been blogging a lot. I was surprised to see that TPB is up to 1,830,374 words. 1.8M all on its own.

What does that mean for a combined total? It means I blew past 2M and hit the next milestone…

2,518,026 words!

Holy crap. I thought I had probably surpassed 2M, I had no idea that I’m now over 2.5M. I missed both milestones!

Man, I’m wordy.

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Tracking progress with adult merit badges?

The PolyBlog
May 23 2022

If you’ve browsed my blog, you likely know that I’m frequently obsessed with goals, goal-setting, performance metrics, and the all ubiquitous “tracker”. Almost all of them are in some form of paper or digital form for most people. They use bullet journals, Daytimer style tools, Gantt charts, to do lists, lists of other lists, trackers of trackers, dashboards, etc. But rarely is there a “physical” version of the tracker or success.

One idea I saw mentioned in a business article was that of someone who had created a Gantt chart out of Lego. For those who know how to use digital Gantt charts, the idea is relatively simple at first blush but can get really complicated really fast.

Let’s say you have the task of publishing a small booklet to hand out at a conference. And let’s say that you divide it into three main tasks — writing the content, designing the layout and physical printing of the booklet. For writing, you might set up some interrelated tasks, like brainstorming ideas, tasking, receiving, and editing. To keep it simple, let’s also say that you have three months and divide that time equally into the three areas, and similarly for writing, so you have a week for brainstorming, tasking, receiving and editing. All really simple. So much so that most people just use a list of dates to track that type of project.

Where Gantt charts come in handy is that you frequently have three other complications. First, suppose that one of the writers is sick and is 3 days late providing their material. That just ate into your editing time. Will you still finish editing on time? What if you can’t? A proper Gantt chart will allow you to simulate what happens if you have to slide editing back 3 days and everything in layout and printing slides three days. Easy peasy, likely no big deal. But what if you have a hard date that the printer absolutely has to have it at the start of the third month, they’re running so many copies and there are lots of other things to print, they absolutely cannot slip three days. If it is late, you won’t have it for the conference.

So, enter the second complication. What if one of the later dates CANNOT shift? You can set it in the software that the printing date stays the same and now everything else gets compressed. In your layout options, maybe your proposals from a consultant was slotted for 2 weeks, and now you’re down to 1.5 weeks. Or your approval time by managers drops from 1 week to 3 days. Something — or several things — has/have to be crunched to make up for the initial slippage in receiving the content. The Gantt chart will let you figure out where to adjust in order to still meet your deadline.

The third complication doesn’t necessarily apply in this simplistic situation, but what if in addition to the writing, you also had some graphics design to be done based on the content. If the article slips in the receiving stage, then perhaps some of the graphics design work which was supposed to be in Week 1 of layout has to move to Week 2. In other words, suppose you have an interdependency between overall content and layout but you have a sub-interdependency between one of the articles and some graphic design work. Maybe the work is early and graphics can start early; maybe it’s late, and graphics design has to start late. What do those changes of sub-elements across stages do to the overall timelines? A Gantt chart allows you to connect pieces so that say three “sub-elements” can be done simultaneously i.e., A, B, and C stages BUT A1 (content) has to be totally done before B2 (graphics) can start.

If something changes, a Gantt chart will let you tweak the timelines and see it visually.

But to go back to the example, someone did one in Lego. It is in theory the complete OPPOSITE of what a Gantt chart is supposed to do. While the chart process allows you to establish interdependencies and monitor what happens if something changes, you need to be able to update quickly to see what happens. A physical chart made of Lego? Updating it would take a lot of time and effort. Which in the example in the article was half the point. The guy who did it wanted people to see what happens when you change the schedule. A simple change of one day shifted EVERYTHING back. The update wasn’t simply tweaking a single line in the chart and everything was adjusted as no big deal. People could see the Lego Gantt chart being physically updated in the room and it taking time to actually process the change because one person was late. A little draconian, perhaps, but it was a physical manifestation of their progress. They could see it, even touch it. Sometimes they had people do the update together to get tactile feedback from making the changes.

In some ways, rosary beads serve a similar function. Working your way through the beads as you do the stations of the cross allow you to “track” where you are and what you still have to do.

I don’t want a Gantt chart made of Lego

But that’s just an example, it’s not really what I’m thinking about. Another example people use is one of those thermometers for fundraising. Often they’re digital, but in previous years, to save money, they were just printed and somebody would go colour in the next inch of fundraising to show progress towards the upper goal. A physical representation of progress.

Others use countdown timers. Like a stack of blocks with numbers that you remove as you get closer to a launch date, for example. Much like the classic drinking song of “100 bottles of beer on the wall”. Take a block down, pass it around, 7 more days to the app hits the ground.

I just bought a 3D printer, and I like this idea a bit, although more like some sort of symbol with numbers on it to show progress. I’m thinking perhaps 15 ducks to represent the 15 chapters of a guide that I’m writing. Each duck will represent progress towards the goal. How many ducks to go?

This is hardly new though, just a variation on lots of other progress markers. The biggest and most well-known of all are Alcoholic Anonymous chips. While I understand there are variations amongst chapters, most seem to give out a 30 day chip, and then annual chips. One day at a time, and when you get to 30 days, you get a chip to commemorate your string of days. Same again at a year. Research on this on the net is a bit chaotic as lots of people post stuff about AA-like meetings or stuff they heard from others at AA-meetings, not always a true “this is the one true way for AA to monitor progress”. It shows up in pop culture often enough though for most people to get the picture. Progress marked with a memento.

Reward markers

Lots of people set “rewards” for when they accomplish a large task as a way to motivate themselves. Lose 20 pounds, buy yourself that nice dress or suit you’ve been wanting. Run a marathon, take a trip. Give up smoking for a year, buy yourself a new car. It can work well if the reward is not too distant AND you choose the right reward AND you are motivated by extrinsic rewards. But some people fail because they set this impossible goal — they want to give up smoking cold turkey, no patches or help, totally self-will, and if they even have one cigarette in the next 3 years, they fail. If the goal is not something you can see immediate results towards, and have sub-rewards of some kind, the big reward is too far away.

Or perhaps you only think a good goal might be to buy a new car. But you don’t really want a new car, you just think it would be a good goal that someone suggested or you read about. Something big and dramatic. Yet if there is no resonance with you personally, if it isn’t something that will motivate you to change behaviours, it could be ten times as large and it still wouldn’t matter. Suppose instead that you are a gardener and have a small garden with this big rocky area in the backyard that you can’t do anything with at the moment. What if your goal was to quit smoking for a year and reward yourself by paying a landscaper to remove all the rocks and leave you a nicely tilled soil patch to plant vegetables? Then, over the next year, you might spend a lot of nights dreaming and designing and researching what to plant. Or finding the right landscaper. Maybe even, gasp, booking them in advance and giving a deposit. 🙂

A lot of people looking at that example would see it as just saving for something. But that isn’t the same at all. It isn’t that you are cutting back expenses in a number of areas to use the money for something else. It is stopping doing something that you want to stop, or maybe doing something that you want to start (like walking or running), and when you achieve some arbitrary goal, you’re going to reward yourself with something. The fact that money might be saved by stopping smoking is irrelevant to the goal-setting if the person just wants to stop. They may not even save the money, they might spend it on coffee or a daily salad, or sugar free lollipops. The money is irrelevant, the two variables are “stopping smoking” and “hiring a landscaper to make a garden”.

Equally, people can say, “Well, yeah, but you could just hire the landscaper”. Sure, you could. But by tying it to your goal, you are saying “I won’t just do that on its own…I want to, but now I’m going to use it as the motivation to accomplish that goal.” Forcing yourself, holding yourself accountable, tied to your personal goals.

Of course, the reward works better if the goal itself and the reward are mutually reinforcing. For example, suppose you always wanted to go to Europe and wander around. But you feel out of shape. So you tell yourself that you need to be able to walk 5km without stopping or getting out of breath before you go, and if you can do that in 6 months of walking, you will then take a trip that involves…wait for it…walking. The goal and the progress and the reward all mutually reinforce each other.

However, one of the most prevalent examples of reward markers has very little to do with the actual activity.

Boy and Girl Scouts, Cubs and Brownies, and all the other variations have something they do to encourage kids to engage in new activities: merit badges! If you go to the Scouting website, click on merit badges and peruse the current list, you’ll find 140 separate topics for earning badges. Originally, many were very physical badges. Backpacking, camping, canoeing, fire safety, first aid, hiking, lifesaving, orienteering, signs / signals / codes, swimming, and weather-related badges were quite common. I won’t comment on the history of Boy Scouts’ theology and the working premise of turning boys into men who could survive in the wilderness or grow up to be better soldiers or Christians. Or both.

In recent years, they have modernized. There are still lots of sports-related ones, expanding to include a lot of ones that you see at summer camps like archery. But they also have veterinary medicine, cultures, heritage, chess, coin or stamp collecting, etc. Even … wait for it … dentistry? Huh?

But the methodology for earning a badge has been relatively consistent over the years:

  1. Pick a badge to work towards
  2. Work with a mentor / counsellor in the club who knows all the requirements
  3. Complete the tasks required to earn the badge
  4. Demonstrate your proof of completion of the tasks to the mentor / counsellor
  5. Get the badge.

In almost all cases, every single one of the first four elements must be present and satisfied.

Which is a bit different from what I discussed above. The first element is the same (picking a goal) as is the third (doing the tasks) and the fifth (getting the reward).

But the second and fourth are unique. For the second element, instead of you choosing what the sub-tasks and requirements are, someone else has set the benchmark that you have to meet. All the pieces that go together to meet that element. And it’s standardized. Everyone has to do the same tasks.

And then the fourth is much harder-edged. Someone has to review your work and agree that you have demonstrated all of the work. Not just confirming that you said that you did it, not that you just claimed it, but that you actually demonstrated / proved that you did what was required. And then they approve you to get your reward.

For kids, those badges work almost like magic. Many kids are motivated to earn them, they like being awarded the badges, and lots of kids would get their uniforms for boy scouts and attach the badges literally as badges of honour.

I wasn’t a Boy Scout, but even I thought some of the badges looked interesting. For me, it was school badges. I always got one for academics and citizenship (the one they give to kids who are nice but don’t get qualify for much else). I got a softball one year for going to a tournament. A few others. But the one that I treasured the most was the one I got in Grade 7 for writing the Waterloo Math Contest. I can’t even remember if I wrote the Grade 7 one that year or the Grade 8 one with the other 20 kids (I was in a mixed Grade 7/8 class and did both math classes for mine and theirs, although I was only supposed to be doing mine). Anyway, we wrote, I never heard the results, forgot about it, and then come the end of the year, they were giving out badges and announced there was a special one for someone who scored first in the school and in the top 10% of Canada. I didn’t even know there WAS a math badge, and I had no idea who would have won it among the Grade 8s. Then they announced MY name. I couldn’t believe it. 40+ years later, I still remember winning and seeing the badge with Mathematics on it, the only person in the school to “earn” it.

As a small aside, I had a similar experience in Grade 11. We had two accounting classes, Grade 11 and Grade 12, and I was in the first class. There was an accounting contest across the city, we went to another school to write, and there was a really bright Grade 12 student who was planning to be an accountant like his father who was expected to do well. I was sent along for the experience so that I would have a leg up if I took the class in Grade 12 too. Fast-forward to the end of the day, they’re announcing winners, and the Grade 12 kid is in the bathroom being sick. Nerves got the best of him. Anyway, they announce third place, not him. Second place, also not him. I’m freaking out because I figure they’re about to announce he won, and he’s not there. Nope, our school won, but not him. I came in first. How? I’m not really sure. I didn’t feel I was on fire or anything. But they gave me this cheap little trophy, the only trophy I ever won in my life. Sure I came in first in math contests for the school, lots of stuff like that, but I never WON anything extrinsic as a reward marker. And somewhere in one of my little boxes of crap, I still have the badges and the trophy. I’ll take pictures of them later this year and toss them, but I held on to them for 40 years as rewards of something I earned against a formal benchmark that someone else set.

Reward markers for adults

Of course, as adults, we’re conditioned to think that doing something is reward enough. We might watch people win medals at Olympics, or compete in contests for ribbons, but generally, we all know they’re fun and frivolous (ribbons, not the Olympics). As adults, anyone can pretty much walk into any trophy shop and order ribbons or trophies or medals or whatever to say whatever they want on them. If all you wanted was a pretty ribbon that says first place, you could just buy one. The ribbon itself is obviously not the goal then, it is the process of earning it. It’s a symbol, a marker of your reward, not the reward itself.

It is rare therefore to have merit badges for adults. And yet, there’s a reason they do it for kids. It CAN serve as motivation or reward. A symbol of having achieved something.

If you’re on FaceBook, you’ve likely seen the ads for “The Conqueror Challenge”. The idea is, at its heart, a walking challenge.

And if all you wanted to do was walk a certain distance, you wouldn’t be interested. Do you want to walk 5K in an outing? MapMyWalk or MapMyRun or a host of Apple / Garmin / Fitbit apps can tell you how far you go.

But suppose instead you want to track a cumulative total over time. That’s a slightly different beast. Most of the apps and tools out there are designed to help you with single outings and they tell you how far you went THAT day. 3K. 4K. 25K. 10,000 steps. But few give you a tool to accumulate. They WILL often include some stats functions though that will tell you how far you have gone that week, month or year. In other words, tied to dates. It rarely lets you say, “start today and keep track until I tell you to stop”. More and more WILL let you add some sort of tracking “category”, so you can “hack” it a bit to get a sub-total, but rarely do they say “Okay, let’s set a distance of 100km and I’ll let you know when you reach it over several days”. I’m not saying NONE of them do it, I’m saying that’s more of an add-on feature from tools that were designed to track daily totals, not cumulative ones.

The Conqueror Challenge tried to disrupt that simple idea. From a “goal perspective”, it is totally a countdown accumulator. You set your distance, it tells you how far you have gone to achieve it and how far you have to go. But rather than you just randomly choosing distances, it created a bunch of set distances for you. For example, 46 miles or 75 km is the distance from Cairo to the pyramids at Giza. So, you can “walk” to the pyramids and it will tell you how far you have progressed. And while Giza isn’t a great example, which I’ll come to in a minute, the app also integrates with Google Maps. In theory, you can switch to Street View and it will show you where you would be if you were actually walking that route. A virtual simulation, or at least a poor man’s version of it.

I’m sure you’ve seen the various exercise bikes and higher-end fitness equipment that do it with a video screen. Sort of like a virtual golf room, you walk / run / bike / row on treadmills, exercise bikes, and rowing machines and the computer shows you a video on a computer monitor in front of you to simulate different routes and rates of progress. The faster you go, the faster the video goes. The slower you go, the slower the video. It keeps pace with you to simulate you actually going through that route. We don’t have a holodeck, and most people wouldn’t wear VR goggles while actively working out, but at some point, someone is going to have it miniaturized down to a simple pair of sunglasses. And then you can run on a treadmill and feel like you’re running through New York City or the Scottish Highlands or the Grand Canyon, without the heat.

For the Conqueror Challenge, Google Maps’ Street View shows you some of the scenes that you would see along the way if you were travelling that segment for real. At least, in theory. As I mentioned above, the Giza Challenge isn’t a great example as for the first 20% of the route, there is NO Street View. Google just doesn’t have it mapped that way. You can see a map, or a satellite image, or even terrain, but not a Street View. There are spots along the routes where people have tagged images on Google and you can see images at certain points near the route, but not the full route itself. Apparently later, as you get closer and leave Cairo, there ARE more Street View images.

Even without the Street View being available for every Conqueror Challenge, it does send you “post cards” along your route. Specific scenic spots along the virtual route where CC has sent you a picture and information about the area. Culture, heritage, etc. Not badly done. I don’t feel like I’m “there” per se, but it’s okay.

So let’s go back to the Boy Scout example for a moment and compare CC against it’s model:

  1. Pick a badge to work towards — YES, you choose something like The Giza Pyramids.
  2. Work with a mentor / counsellor in the club who knows all the requirements — Not really, the task is just the overall distance. There is a specific route simulated along the way but nothing much that you have to do.
  3. Complete the tasks required to earn the badge — The only task is distance, and you can pretty much do it anyway you want. If you want to do separate walking and count that? Great. If you want to count walking around your house or work, all the steps you were already doing anyway? Also great. Want to report 1 km for every book you read? Totally up to you. Want to “guess” that you walked 20 miles in under an hour of exercise? Up to you.
  4. Demonstrate your proof of completion of the tasks to the mentor / counsellor — Nope, no “proof” required. It is entirely the honour system. You “record” the distance but there’s no verification process. To use the vernacular from Scouting, while it is not sufficient in Scouting badges to simply “say” you did it, in the Conqueror Challenge, it is totally self-reporting of progress.
  5. Get the badge — even this isn’t entirely “true” because you don’t exactly earn it. You pay for it, they send it to you when you say “I’m done, send it to me”.

Don’t get me wrong, I’m not dissing them. I’m just pointing out that there is virtually NO standard other than distance and NO verification other than you saying “Yep, I did it”. Some people count steps, others biking, others rowing. Heck one woman counts knitting. There’s no benchmark, no “tasks” to complete. How you figure out your total to enter is entirely up to you. Oddly enough, you can order a souvenir shirt, which you pay for and they ship immediately. But they hold back the medal until you record that you’re done.

I wanted to try one, mostly to see if the app or the process or the standards would somehow motivate me. Now that I see the variety of everything people do that they count, I realized that it is almost the opposite of a Boy Scout badge. There is no “standard” other than distance. And so loose on everything else that it may not even feel like others are really “earning” it. And if they aren’t earning it, is there anything TO earn?

As I said, I’m trying it and I’ve modified the way it works a bit. First and foremost, I chose the Giza Pyramids challenge (badge chosen). 75 km for distance (benchmark set). I’m only counting NEW separate walking (standardized house rules). And I’m publicly sharing my distance through the app and in the community (public accountability). I paid for the medal (and a t-shirt) so that I’ll get something when I’m done. Will I do other challenges? I am not sure. Hard to say.

But I do like the premise of a visual reward marker.

If you Google “Adult Merit Badges”, there are LOTS of humourous ones:

  • Netflix badge for only watching one episode and not staying up all night;
  • A piggy bank badge for having “saved some money”;
  • A cash symbol badge for having “paid with cash”;
  • Pants for having “put pants on”;
  • A dollar sign for having “paid bills on time”.

The dark side of “adulting”, not real badges.

Lots of service clubs have pseudo merit badges. Take, for example, the Royal Astronomical Society of Canada. While many clubs do virtual certificates, I’m only interested in physical rewards, and RASC has a pin for Explore the Universe, Explore the Moon, Messier Catalogue, Finest NGC Objects, and the Isabel Williamson Lunar Observing Program. Three others include no pin. They do however have the same requirements as a Boy Scout badge — pick a goal, review the benchmark, do the work, demonstrate proof to a certified Member/Coordinator, and get the pin.

Why do I care?

At first, I was interested in the idea of virtual badges. Things I could do to create a bit of gamification for my Reading Challenge. But due to some personal complications, I had to exit the RC. Before I left, I had designed virtual badges for monthly “rewards and recognition” as well as cumulative totals for reading. It was okay, but hardly “motivating”. I mean, really? Who would be “motivated” by a cheap virtual badge? It’s more “cute” than “motivating”.

I wondered though about taking the Conqueror Challenge idea — slick completion medals — and applying it to other areas. I actively follow online learning platforms, discussions of certification or micro-credentials, etc., and there are lots of forces at work arguing for disruption of the industry. And some people on the CC FB page talk about using the idea for other things. Like a medal for reading a certain number of pages or books. Could I do a Reading Challenge with ACTUAL medals instead of virtual ones? Monthly would be too much but I wondered about a year-end medal, or even a participation one.

The more I thought about it, the more options I saw. I recently bought a 3D printer and am just starting on that journey. But I got to wondering even more. How hard would it be to create some simple medals? The Conqueror Challenge ones are pretty slick, from all appearances, but is there something I could do to create a medal for some sort of series of steps? Maybe astronomy-related, maybe not. Maybe some sort of crafting challenge. I don’t know exactly what. I need some good narrow niches to actually work through what such a challenge and medal would look like.

Astronomy is a good candidate. There are lots of astro challenges out there, many of which seemed to have been developed by people wearing pocket-protectors, not comms-friendly outreach types. Not all, but many. What if I were to set up an alternative-style astronomy-like medal? If I printed it at my expense, but someone had to “send” me proof of their completion (i.e. against my benchmark) and they paid for postage, would I be willing to try sending them out as rewards to people? Not tied to an astronomy club. Not tied to being a Boy Scout. Not tied to age. Not tied to any other requirement. Just that if you do the work, send me the proof of learning, and cover the postage, maybe I could cover the cost of the medal. Of course, I don’t want it to look like crap, it would have to be worthwhile that someone would LIKE getting it. That might drive up the cost but I love the idea of an astronomy guide or series of guides for learning. Would it be worthwhile?

I’m going to do the guides anyway. I’m just wondering what I could offer for a reward to generate some online interaction WITHOUT breaking the bank.

I’ve also wondered if I could hack my own goal-setting. Would a medal be something I would like if I had to design and print it myself? That doesn’t seem likely. I think there would need to be some “surprise” factor so that I would “welcome” getting the medal as opposed to just printing one. Heck, I could print it WITHOUT even doing the task.

So, then I’m back to some other sort of reward. Like, for example, a Jiminy Cricket statue. I have one done in ceramic, painted by a friend long ago, and it is reminiscent of my youth. We used to play a card game called Pinocchio where you got cards with letters on them and you had to spell one of various words on a down pile to “collect” a card. The longer the word, the more points you got. Jiminy Cricket was pictured on the wild card, and my brother and I used to joke in other games about wild cards, or getting a good card that it was like getting Jiminy. It was an “in-joke”. Which brings me back to 3D printing. I’d like to print Jiminy sometime. But maybe I could “hold” back on printing Jiminy until I earn a reward for something. Same with Marvin the Martian. Certain models that I can only print as rewards if/when I accomplish some other goal.

Models available

For the actual medals themselves, there are LOTS of models out there. And by this I mean the actual physical choices and layouts, not the benchmark that goes with it. Sites like TrophyDepot, TrophyDen and Crown Trophy all have sample medals on them that they can make. Some are diecast, acrylic, glow in the dark, wood, customized (often for logos or special designs), or even ovals with medals that are “inserted” in the circle. The diecast ones are pretty simple designs, and might show up decent with the right filament in 3D, could even have some metal weights/fasteners embedded underneath to add some weight if necessary. The acrylic designs are really sharp, but they might be hard to replicate in a 3D environment. Some good examples for astronomy or reading though. And some other “insert medals” do an outside “container” and then insert a flashier centre piece, kind of like a plate/bowl as a container and then the real flashy part as the meal in the centre.

Pins get a lot more creative, and if I had a way to do multi colours, it might be a good option too. But I need to keep the colours a bit more mono- or duo-chromatic. At least to start. But it gives me some ideas to play with at least.

If people have other ideas, or suggestions, they’re all welcome!

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Progress in 2022: Update #5-6 of 52 – The dual list is working

The PolyBlog
February 14 2022

I skipped last week’s report, let’s see what I have for the last two weeks. At my last update, I had just switched over from everything together to separating out my “projects”.

For “regular” items, I’ve written my 7Qs segment and now this update; I followed up with the nurse about my new diabetes medicine and made my weekly injections, took Andrea and Jacob to various appointments, got groceries twice, caught up on laundry, wrote some cheques for end-of-year gift-giving (Winnipeg “Scopes for Kids” program and Astropontiac), tried a new recipe or two, had a game night, and did some preliminary research on renewal of my website account. Which is a mix of daily grind and some advancement. I’m kind of happy with the list, to be honest. Lots of things checked off.

In terms of projects, I made more progress than previously I had been seeing. I set up the Reading Challenge tracker for 2022, and managed January’s badges for the group; Jacob and I finished a large lego project that has been sitting unfinished for six months; I posted the first chapter of my revised HR guide to the website and shared it on Reddit (plus I have a way forward for the new stuff); and I converted the Book Review Index over to One Note (although it still needs to be populated more). I’m not yet tracking success on the two non-fiction titles I’m reading this month for the Reading Challenge, but things are going well. And just for fun? Andrea and I rearranged a bunch of furniture in the living room today, checking off another box on the project to-do list.

I think the separation is working, I feel better organized for it all, and I’m seeing positive results.

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    Leveling up – Book reviewsMay 26, 2026
    Soooo…I have said a few times over the last few years, “NEVER AGAIN WILL I EVER CHANGE MY BOOK REVIEWS FORMAT.” Why? Because I am generally anal-retentive, and with 300 completed reviews, there is a niggly part of me where, if I change something, I want to go back and change all of them to … Continue reading →
  • Book clubs 2026-05: May the rigour be with you (it wasn’t with me)May 22, 2026
    Ah, April showers have brought us May books. Wait, that’s not the right saying. I’ll get back to you on that. Remember last month when I said I was going to show rigour? Well, that didn’t happen. With the larger intake base, I have 119 entries for consideration this month. Of which, I only said … Continue reading →
  • Cleaning up book club lists for January to AprilMay 21, 2026
    In my last post, I noted that I’m monitoring 40+ book clubs for “new to me” titles to consider putting on my TBR pile. There is an inherent challenge that I’m saying yes or maybe to between 15-20% of the titles, which is WAY MORE BOOKS THAN I CAN READ. I’ll have to trim those … Continue reading →

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